sorrymomstory
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Anyone here also feels sorry to your kids be4? Feeling so sorry to them for giving birth to them and bringing them to this stressed world. I have been a SAHM for 9yrs and really need to get back to the workforce ASAP as money wasn't enough anymore. Most important is I suddenly feels that women really need to have their own money now. I am given $20 per day to feed my 2 kids as well as buying all household items needed. This life is making me really sick and tired everyday. In order to save up money to give my kids better food on weekends, I starve myself during the weekdays. I would only eat 1 meal per day(dinner) till I have been dreaming abt food every night when I slp. I feel like a beggar nw as most of the times my husband will forget or purposely(I don't know) to give me the $20 and I have to beg for it. This yr I have sent my kids to the student care so I could go back to the workforce, but as I am a 1 man show at home for everything, I have to pick up my kids latest at 6.30pm from the student care. Until nw I couldn't find a job as I have been staying home for 9yrs, so I have no skills. I can only work 5 days and I have to find a job not too far and can only work until the latest 5.30pm to be on time to pick my kids. I am really feeling so frustrated nw as I cant find a job. My friend works in a recruitment agency, told me she has no suitable job for me at all as I have no skills and my timing is not flexible.
What can I do nw?
Feeling so sad and helpless.
What can I do nw?
Feeling so sad and helpless.