dear apple
i may not truly understand how you feel, as i have not been in the positon beofre. But i guess you must have been going through great anxiety today. I know that results are not out yet. apple, even if the results is negative (which we hope not), you have already been a great gal, like what your DH said, its really no one's fault. do NOT blame yourself, promise us?
On the other hand, you have a good rest tonight, continue to eat healthy okie. *BIG BIG HUG*