Hello everyone!
Thanks to those who took time to post your encouragement!
I don't know what part of the cycle I am in now.
CD 15 - EWCM
CD 16 - EWCM (BD)
CD 17 - OPK +ve (BD)
CD 18 - BD
CD 19 - sick
CD 20 - BBT @ 36.60
CD 21 - BBT @ 36.12 (BD)
CD 22 - BBT @ 36.41
CD 23 to today CD 25 - BBT @ 36.61 - 36.66
Am I in the 2WW? I don't know, maybe I din even ovulate. But I am not going to take the letrozole, even though it is so expensive. Supposedly to help in ovulation, but if it doesn't work, i think I will slip into depression. No, I won't consider IVF or anything. I don't think at my current level of wanting to have kids will push me into such option.
So I am going to let go and just take it easy. BTW, most of you here are much younger than me.
There's only one consolation for me. That is I dreamt of being pregnant last week. And there's this big counter clock that kept increasing in number, which later I realised it was my hCG count. Haha... it was a sweet dream for me and I savoured it. This is enough for me.
I think I will stop my BBT charting after this cycle. Every morning I wake up, mentally preparing myself that the temp could drop to reveal anovulatory cycle. Not very healthy for me. And now, I'm wondering if the BBT is staying high, becos I got a stuffy nose these few days.
So best of luck to all of you here! Hope you have a BFP soon! For me, I resolve to start my new year on God's promises.