aiyo gerry, me also, always heartache during those training period but I know it has to be done, so I try to control myself...
I've cried sooooo many times at night during the 1st few months of my 2nd pregnancy, cos my #1 was sooo good and my lack of care to her(I was really unable to tend to her needs, can't even get up to prepare her lunch!) made me feel soooo sad that I would keep crying at nite when I watched her sleep...
Even after I've delivered my #2, I cried at the hosp too, cos I din get to see much of her and I missed her soo much. My hubby turned bk to the room to collect my gifts to bring home and saw me crying, he still tot I missed him CHEY! but he brought #1 to me thereafter even though it was alr 10:30pm when they arrived. I cldn't stop my tears then... My girl was red-eyed too.
But after tt 1 mth conf period, she was abit rebellious in a way. I guess she tot I/we dun care abt her anymore. Cos she's super slacked over that period cos I din hv the time/energy to watch over her, n besides her practices and work, she had been soo untidy that I've to reprimand her many times. One day I saw a note she wrote,something like "I know everyone in this house hate me..." OMG, heart broken man when I read it... :*( and I've explained to her before that 'hate' is a very strong word...