Hi all.
My father passed away rather suddenly (I was told on Wed, he had 3 -6 months and then he passed on Thurs) in late June and it was really stressful, I had an event on 20 July and I was in charge of it and I of course had to take some days off while working from my iphone. Then suppose to go back to work on Wednesday, my #1 keena HMFD that Saturday during the wake and she kept crying on Tuesday, I stayed home on Wednesday and I had a major event I had to just dive into on Thursday, no briefing nothing. Then on Friday, my mom calls me to tell me she thinks my #2 keena, wahlau. So faster give the antiviral but she got it realllllllyyyy bad anyways. So that weekend also was horrible, plus I had to work on Sat, heart pain. Then 20 July comes and goes and I'm so happy. On Sunday my maid climbs on a shaky bar stool to clean the walls... argh, I told her to use the magic clean but noooo. She claims her leg is broken but I suspect she's talking rubbish and 126 dollars later, I'm proven right. Plus #1's cough is really bad again so I beg the doctor to give her an inhaler. That night she vomits a hellva lot of phlegm at 10.30pn and my fat, stubborn, super annoying maid just stays in her room, argh! Mind you, we've taken #1 out of CC since she got HFMD and changed her milk to rice milk.
Tell me am I suay? Cos seriously I feel like I'm being tested. I'm not depressed, I do my crying in taxis cos that's the only quiet time I have to myself and I had to work 4 out of 5 days late last week because while I was away no one had the time to help me (super crazy time in the office), so I worked till 11pm and once till 2.30am to finish everything!
Monday, I had so much to do but I had to take leave cos my maid had to go to hospital all and I didn't want to leave my kids with my Mom's helper. Then I tried to take a day to myself on Tuesday for a massage and some shopping with my best friend but seriously all I wanted to do was SLEEP and then I have to pick my kids up at my mom's and OMG they decided to be sooooo whiny and #1 took and hour to eat her dinner! I had a hour to burn some dinner, restart, make some herbal dessert for her just for her to make a face, seriously? I was so relived when they went to bed!
Sorry had to just spew.