Hello all,
Long time nv come in le.. Saw the topic on #2.. haiz, i have mixed feelings leh. I just lost #2, it's my fault lah, an accident but already tested positive ard 3weeks.. When i knew the result, my world was crashing down, i still continued with my daily binder, cause scared to grow fat, not enough financial means, quarrel with hb cause he wants and i dont want. Even planned for abortion, finally when my parents said i could move in after my #2 is borned, my mind swayed to keep, went for gynae scan, bb had weak heartbeat, after 3days i was spotting and went back for check, bb had died[IMG=http://www.singaporemotherhood.com/forumboard/clipart/sad.gif] i'm still recovering from the lost.. Many told me i'm still not ready for #2, house, we dont have, money also no.. Really regret.. Just the day before i lost my bb, my hb sis was preg with #2, i'm filled with envy now.. Very sad.
My hb changed his mind, he asked me to put iud and will try another one few yrs later. Hai, my fil's birthday is in feb and this bb, if survived is due in feb 2012 too, very heartpain[IMG=http://www.singaporemotherhood.com/forumboard/clipart/sad.gif](( i feel like trying for another dragon but have to heal my health first.. Don know how hb will respond[IMG=http://www.singaporemotherhood.com/forumboard/clipart/sad.gif]