Dear friends,
I seriously need a place to vent.
Having the downs more than ups with my hb an his family recently.
Feeling sick but hb still can go off to work till very late then come home leaving me to fetch little Xavier. Fine, i don't calculate about that, ever since i shifted in to his house. That eerie house, which is dark and untidy, never had i have any good luck over there. In terms of job search, financial luck and so on.. Even my health was seriously affected - having diarrhea more frequently, sore throat and fever... All i can sum up is, that house is unlucky. Brought non good luck for neither of us. Yet, i can't complain much. Reason being? No money, yes no money to get another flat!
Have been thinking and thinking recently. He is sooo busy with his work but his boss never seemed to bother about his hardworking-ness, much less talk about appreciating him, work made him forget that today was actually our 1st year anniversary, i had to remind him after all that sulking which he seriously catch no balls of.
Yes, and this situation just happened about 20 mins ago while i was carrying XL into the room in a squattin position with my left arm, trying to strike a balance to stand up where he came into action and tries to help me by putting his hands right below my left armpit, and that caused me real itch which i let out a loud scream at him. Wonder is his work causing him to be so blur or what.
Whatever it is, i really think this marriage is going to end up nowhere if this shall continue... 1 year is down but no improvement, his life, his work, his attitude.... Totally disappointed with him...
I need some enlightenment[IMG=http://www.singaporemotherhood.com/forumboard/clipart/sad.gif]