Me too ya, recently I think Irene & chelz posted their photobook layout on FB, I was looking at the pics & I thought of doing one too. Then when gg through my girl’s photos, I also feel a wave of sadness. Seriously I don’t know what I am sad for! I mean my gal is growing up and she is always happy, I shd feel blessed right… but I just feel sad that time passes so fast and she will grow up to have a mind and opinions of her own. Right now she is growing out of her separation anxiety. She can smile and more willing to play with strangers, I think I am not going to be her “everything” liao.
Most say is time for me to have #2. they tell me now just nice, when I give birth K will be 2 le. and ask me to go thru it once and for all. but im nt ready too. I spend about 1hr plus every night acc my gal in the dark while making her sleep. If I have #2 i have to handle another one, and thinking about the initial months when I had feed every 2 hrly, getting mastitis, surgery, a sticky MIL who snatches my bb all the time, wah all these really scare me!
Most say is time for me to have #2. they tell me now just nice, when I give birth K will be 2 le. and ask me to go thru it once and for all. but im nt ready too. I spend about 1hr plus every night acc my gal in the dark while making her sleep. If I have #2 i have to handle another one, and thinking about the initial months when I had feed every 2 hrly, getting mastitis, surgery, a sticky MIL who snatches my bb all the time, wah all these really scare me!
