hi all
any1 can help?
i m currently staying wif my in laws, my hubby is wking from sun to wed for alt wk and sun to tue for alt wk, from 7-8pm.
when is he not around, i m trap in his rm, his mum who has a stroke, cant communicate wif me, sits down from 7-6pm in the living rm, to watch her scv.
me, being ok, has quitted my job as i cant cope wif morng sickness, and co did not approve my unpaid leave.
his dad, in his 60s, has his own small business, mayb wking on some days, mayb nt. even if wking, may come home very early as business is bad and stuck his ass on the sofa wif his mum till 6pm...
during days when he is at wk, i feel very LONELY, i am trap in his rm,cos i do not wish to be sitting in the living rm, watching SCV, for the whole day. Even if i wan to watch Tv, it would be of my own pref, but not SCV whole day for everyday.I will go mad. In this way, i am advised to stay in my rm and watch Tv, and trap inside the room le,,,
BB is going to be born out soon in oct, due to hygiene problem at mum place, i do not have the intention of letting mum take care of Bb everyday, but no1 can help out when bb is at his place. although his maid can, but, who cn i blame if the mistake is his maid's? i will hv no choice but to keep quiet cos i m not very close wif his dad n mum, in fact, his maid is more closer to them
Hubby, being the only guy who has to support the family, is tired enough,and i do not wish to give him more problem as his dad is damn attitude sometimes le... but, his boss, wishes to see him at the office more often, even on his off days, cos his boss wish that my hubby can take up more responsibility. he, on the other end, hoping for a promotion, is trying to go back to wk almost evryday, although i told him i am lonely, in fact, so lonely that i feel like ending my life sometimes..he ask me not to anyhow think and i will always have him by my side. but, he always say i am giving him problem in wking well when i need him"(
my family has gone on a 1 wk trip this wk, when they are around, i will go hm in the morng and only come back till hubby is off from wk. travel to and fro is very tiring as locations ia at east and west area. but, i have no choice... to go home is bcos i need proper meals and to pass time... to come back is bcos me n bb needs his hug. bb, wifout him by my side, is very quiet and seldoms moves abt..i did nt tell any1 abt this problem, but, my sis, who noe that i travel to n fro from morng and nite is bcos i am lonely... even she noes... hubby who says that he noe too, does he reali noe?
Flat is under his name as owner, i feel like asking him to move out cos i cant stand the loneliness and being trap in the room to wait for him to off work for moree than 10 hrs everyday. but, i think if he were to remove his name at this flat and buy a new 1, his dad, being co-owner, who takes over it, has to pay him back whatever he has paid over the yrs and we guess he cant afford it. but neither, can he afford to have 2 flats under his name...
coming up to this forum is bcos i reali have no 1 to talk to... how? i m going mad soon... my emotional feelings is changing,, i scare i cant take it. i always cry when he goes to wk, more sad when he goes back on his off days... me n bb needs him "(