Rebecca
i peifu you for your courage to have 3 kids really at your age.
karen
thanks for your detailed comments and comparison between beco and connecta
milkboi
Sorry, i must have scared you with my post last nite/this early morning.
Well, there is the ups and downs being a sahm. sorry, i must be too tired last night to blah so much
I love my kids and i love looking after them and I love to watch them grow. its priceless. i get to witness everything they go thru, and watch them slowly grow up...the first time, they make strange noises, they smile at me, they learn to sit up, eat with spoon and drink with cup, crawl, stand up, walk, call me ma ma, run, dance.....
I feel good to have them with me 24 hours a day (though sometimes, I wish I can go to the loo in peace and hv a nice warm shower without sumo screaming and my girl up to some mischief) if i dun see them a sec/min, i will be very worried and will feel strange like something is missing.
Yes, the downs side is when they are sick, and i feel very sad and wish i'm the one who is sick and not them. Or when they get on my nerve, by cutting the pages on my organiser (which i scribbled some impt notes/phone nos), they cut my favorite blouse, pour a cup of sweet juice rightafter i've mopped the floor, and making the house so untidy, peeing on the bed etc.
most of the times, i'm very tired and 'cranky', and i complain alot. And yes, i miss my single life alot. But overall, i do not have any regrets to have my 2 darlings and without them, I will die.
Motherhood gave me strength, made me a stronger, more decisive person.
Always remember, we are the pillars of the house.