littlebluey
sound like you are in early stages of labor.

jiayou..take care, dear...
<font color="ff0000">lili_fc
i think most mummies will feel down.

hormone changes. On some day, we will cry like crazy, on some days, we will be very happy for no reason or for the stupiest one!!
I'm very sure you are handle after cl leaves.

dun think so much. sleep when bb does. and rest as much as you can, eat well and drink alot of water.
karen is right, dun rely too much on CL. otherwise, you will be in trouble after she leaves.
Read magazines, watch some tv programs to relax if you cant sleep. I used to bring my gal downstairs for a short walk on the stroller in the morning. fresh air does good to the brain. or sms someone or chat with friends. my hp is 94525107, i sleep late and wake up early (always on the feet), so easy to find me

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Jiayou, jiayou mummy!
As i didn't hv cl when i had my gal, i had to do everything myself from the start...from looking after baby day nite to doing light housework everyday, i was dead tired then, but i was on the other hand glad, i was independent so when my hub went back to work after a few days, i was able to cope on my own.</font>
<font color="0000ff">We will be okay, we are mothers and we got maternal instinct. Babies make us strong and to trust ourself in our capability and instinct.
No one is born as mother and to know what to do.. everything as mother at the start.
We slowly learn through trial and error, slowly adapt to be one.

Be strong!!! </font>