Mummies, thank you so much for all your kind words. I am very grateful. I never tell people all these things not even my family. because I dont wanna bother them and make them worry.never cried for years till today.
Hisstory:
thank u dear. yes true there are good and bad days, just recently feel the bad days are more than the good days. I keep telling my self I shoudnt feel this way. how can I be so un grateful to God when I have 2 healthy kids and yet I am still complaining. he lend me these 2 children for me to love but why do I feel maybe If I go out and work I'll be a better person? so many things on my mind..
anyway hope things go smoothly for u yeah.
.So far Ashley is ok without u at home?
u still breastfeed her?
oh ya, my hubby gives me 100% freedom. he's ok with me as sahm or working mum. its just I can not go back flying..cant leave my children that long,and life style is not suitable for me anymore. maybe I will look for a part time job somewhere.
Yumeumi, arigatou.
kopi or drinks would be great
. but where u stay? do u go out often with meredith by public transport?
bringing ryo out is by public transport is a challenging task for me.even before Misaki was born.
valnsw: only today I suddenly was angry with ryo because of this alphabets thing.usually I dont.hhh dun know what happen to me .but I had a phone conversation with his teacher just now, she said, ryo is doing well in class.they dont teach reading in playgroup only in nursery.
my maid can only handle 1 child at a time so I dare not leave her alone with both kids..
what about u? i remember last time u ever considered to be a sahm?
vern:
thank u
same here I also feel old. worse when the kids are sick or cranky I will feel 10 times older hahah. anyway u dont look old lah..seriously.
Hey I saw your cup cakes pics. looks so oishiii..
Nini: 100% agree with u. u gave me a different way of seeing "the word happiness".
last time we were happy for ourselves, but now its for our fam.
Braiden is lucky to have u as his mummy for all your devoted love .
celyn: thank u
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u mean u are happier as a mummy or happier as a working mummy?
timmin: thank u
btw someone sells the book u recommend. (was it u ?)
but there are 2 books. do u know this book: feed your child rite? seems interesting too
Catherine: cheer up. I know its really hard when our baby's sick. hope tomorrow's better day for you yeah?
Brie: I did just as u wrote. he said ok tomorrow i come back earlier we eat dinner outside. hehehe..
yes, man are really insensitive. I think his mum last time even worse than me. I dont think my father in law ever thanked my mil for everything that she did. (not bad mouthing him ya, its just a fact and also his culture perhaps)
Mrs teng: the only time I can be a bit free is when they are sleeping and its already 11pm by then. compasspoint closed already hahaha.. but thanks really for your suggestion. maybe tomorrow I should go there when ryo in school have some burger king. (oops).
and great scrapbooking mrs Teng!!!
oh ya I got something to ask u and mummies who makes tempura:
How do u make the ebi (prawn tempura) straight when u fry it. do u put some satay stick? because I made tempura today the prawn curled when its fried.
h.fgaga: yes he is also 3 yrs old like your son.does your son go to pre nursery? are they suppose to be able to recognise letters already or singing abc songs only?
yes I also bring this up to hubby and he says okay, I take note. (dun really understand what he means by he'll take note) haha.
the older they are the more things we need to worry yeah?
