i miss my boy so much that i've resorted to carrying a physical photo album (those very thin, basic kind) of his pictures and flip it whenever i miss him
sighs
the last weekend of 3 days with him, i've realised he has hit several milestones. which i didnt get to see for the first time. usually all in my mil place.
when we say "beat beat", he will smack us. haha
when i glare at him, he will scrunch up his face and cry
when his meal came piping hot, he will touch the bowl and go 'hoo, hoo' as though to blow it cold
when i feed him, he will blow onto the spoonful of porridge/soup to cool it before taking the bite.
he likes to take some bits of food out from his mouth and offer to me. he gets real happy when i accept his offer of nibbles.
last sat, i put him to sleep at 3pm, he dozed off at 3.30pm (and so did i), but whenever i opened my eyes at 3.45pm to see him, his eyes were open, right till 4.45pm. in fact, he was accompanying me sleep and watching me sleep coz his eyes were wide open the whole time. he just lie on the bed so still...thats so sweet