Mummies it's me again.....
This 2nd pregnancy of mine is really not easy and after 6 visits to the gynae over a span of 10 days, it is confirmed i'm gonna lose it.
Yes, i ended my last post saying the doc saw something. Then on Tues, i bled again, and it's getting worst. So i went to see a gynae on Tues afternoon. This 5th registrar (junior doc) told me she cant see any fetus! I was like huh? Again? Have, dun have, have, dun have kinda sequence and i was going crazy. I threw her a series of questions and she asked to draw my blood to test my beta hCG level and to come bk 2 days later to retest. (Rightfully, it shld double every day). My boss asked me to go home and rest aft tat. But i knew i wont be able to rest peacfully w/o finding an ans. So i called and made an appt with Poissons & Tinkabel's gynae (Thanks gal!) at 450pm and rushed down to his clinic for the last appt.
My twin sis took time off and rushed to be with me again. Must agree Dr Chan is a very experienced gynae and his equipment is really gd and clear. He also told me the first gynae who saw me had misdiagnosed my pregnancy coz i shld only be in my 5th wk then. Well, he examined me and we cld clearly see the foetus, even heard the HB! BUT, he paused and said he is not very comfortable w/what he saw. He said my water bag is smaller than the usual 6 weeks pregnancy and the yolk sac is very large which leaves the foetus with no breathing space. I was more or less prepared for the worst and was rather calm when i heard the news. But was seriously thinking it's really fated. Dr Chan told me he only saw 1 success case over his 28 years of experience. He asked me to stop taking any hormone pills and let nature take its cause.
No doubt i prepared for the worst, i still cried very badly when i got home. I told my HB tat it seems like i'm waiting for the bb to be crashed to death.
Read from the internet that the pressence and size of the yolk sac is one of the crucial pt to note during early pregnancy. I asked 2 doc and 1 sonograhper what was the white luminous line i saw (yolk sac) and they said it's part of the gestational sac! They failed to recognise it though i pointed out and ask them! F***!
Supposed to go bk to take another beta hCG test this morning but decided not to go since i've more or less know the result. But the nurse called and ask me to go. So i went in the afternoon and got bk the result. True enuff, the level din increase much and is still hovering at 6k level after 2 days.
I've lost abt 2kg within 2 weeks though i've been eating well. Dr Chan said i'm emotionally stressed and said he wld also be if he was me.
Mummies who just got pregant, sorry i din mean to scare or make anyone paranoid, but i just want to share my story for all to learn and take note. Sorry for the long post and i'll be fine.