hi elaine,
i'm a sept mummy reading this thread since pregnancy times, njoy just reading the posts, but today wanna "appear" to just give u a pat on ur back and letting u know tat u actually got so much stronger since earlier days, its the power of motherhood, believe tat tis can help u brave through current situation and many more to come, remember the mother who shield her child in the sichuan incident? she wanna so much to live on and grow wif her child, she can't.... but u can, why give it up...