Btw hor, think I am going through a really rough period now ... don't know if it's some sort of depression but it seems that everything is coming at one go.
Work has been hectic for me ... hardly has any time to breathe and believe it or not, I actually only have time to go toilet once at lunch time and maybe once more in the evening. Yes, that's how busy I am lately. If busy during work hours only never mind, now I even need to work in the evenings w/o any extra allowance or off-in-lieu! And bitchy people around me didn't help the situation the least bit ...
Just when work didn't turn out well for me, my hair is going on a fiercer strike!!! I am losing even more hair now, to the extent of appearing bald in front. Went to see my hair specialist yesterday and I am already in stage 2 of hair loss. Have more or less decided on the hair transplant surgery. The last time I shared that I was quoted $7k for 1,000 grafts of hair 2 years back ... now, I need 2,000 grafts as I've lost even more hair now. Cost of surgery will be $12.5k ... adding up misc costs will be at least $15k. To some of you, you may think that you won't spend this kind of money ... but hor, when this happens to you, you definitely will think twice lor ... I mean, of cos I might not do it if I'm in my 50s (at that age, who cares right?) ... but I'm still young lor ... I don't wanna look bald. You know what I mean?
Then adding on to my depression is that I really hate to be weaning off so soon. It's such a waste to wean off when I still have milk supply. But it seems as a "no choice" if I'm going for the surgery. Anyway, a console for myself which I am still trying to convince is ... at the very least, like hubby said, Jordan will have at least more than 6 months of breastmilk and that's enough already.
Sigh ... aiyah ... very depressed now.