thanks for the concern... yup, i went to see dr last wed... and i cried so badly tt i don even know wad to say to him... he just asked mi: do u feel like crying, den i flood liao.... cry like nobody business... and i cant slp even thou i am already dead tired... so i don noe wad m i really thinking... dr ask mi many qns... and i answer accordingly... so , he say becos right now i m having alot of changes... moved out, and i m all by my self... den the gals are at the stage of driving mi crazy! and i m the one cannot cope... he says i need to get out of my life for awhile, go work, or sent them to full day..
but i think no use la... i just need to overcome myself and live with the life i m living now...he says it is not a passing phase... is a phase i have to live with... quite logic! lol! so he really wake mi up abit... but i still need to get a balance of my life style...
because of this i have a little misunderstanding with nick... i flare at him, his replied was: oh, tonight don cook my rice, i not coming back to eat... den the more i flare... and said: yayaya, u can always say don come back when u are stress... how abt mi, i stress, i still need to face the 2 gals and all the walls! den he stunt! and know tt he said wrongly... he know i m really under serious stress...
2 weeks later after the med, i need to go back to review... anyway i think the med is not helping mi anything... i m still veri easily agitated... just tt it help mi to slp better at night... better den having insomnia...