SQ, u really feel that when u were young?
i was different. went to another town to study and left my family when i was 11-12. since then i already dun have the parental care. so i was enjoying and having a good time. however, i feel hollow and something missing in my life la, but i study hard/play hard to compensate my emptiness. but i do appreciate and envy those with parental care.
ur kids will feel the same thing as u next time too. no worry.
i think jay feel that same that's y he is back here with us. as for me, still trying to seek opportunity in career, while thinking that i can JAGA both family and career. or maybe can try to have quality time. but i tell myself, once i see that it is not right, i have to turn back to my family. phobia.