Hi, try to keep yourself busy with something. Time flies faster than.
I have just failed my 1st cycle and I did see it coming since ET - because embryo quality was bad. I didn't have any symptoms other than feeling very bloated in the beginning. But the last week it was just like any other time, zero symptoms, no AF, nothing.
I did have a hope till last minute, despite home pregnancy tests saying "No". So, when I received a phone call saying "sorry to say it's negative" it was painful, but expected. Cried a bit in a bus with sunglasses on and went for shopping therapy.