Hi Hui,
Im sorry to hear your loss.
I too lost my boy at 26weeks.
I only discover I lost him when my hubby asks me if baby kick me anot then I realise he din do any movements for 2-3days.
I dont know what cause his loss at all despite going for tests.
Am currently 28weeks pregnant again.
I got pregnant after one cycle of AF.
I personally feel there will be fear no matter what.
For my 1st boy who is currently 3year.
-Strong fetal movements.
-Smooth sailing pregnancy other than morning sickness during 1st trim.
-Pregnancy was kept mum till end of 2nd trim.
For my 2nd boy(who went up to heaven now).
-Very very mild fetal movements.
-Bleeding during 1st trim.
-Vomitting non-stop for 1st trim
-Annouce Im preggy right after 1st trim.
For this 3rd boy.
-Very mild fetal movements
-Smooth sailing from the start till now.
-Pregnancy is kept mum till now,intending to keep mum till the end.
From the start of this pregnancy,
I keep going to the toilet just to check if I was bleeding.
And ever since I can feel him move,I had to remind myself to make sure that baby move every single day.
Even my hubby keep asking me if baby move today anot.
I choose to keep quiet about this pregnancy,only let my close friends and close relatives know.
And I instructed them not to tell anyone at all too.
I avoid meet ups totally just to avoid letting people seen me being pregnant.
I can say I'm so afraid before I turn 26weeks pregnant for this pregnancy.
Is like crossing the 26weeks mark makes me feel safer,alot safer.
But then again,not really.
I had tots of what if this baby gonna leave me too.
Can I take it again?
All I wish is that I can smoothly deliver this baby after 37weeks,alive,breathing and healthy.
Take good care of yourself!