hopeful_mum
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thanks babe yes im still scared and worried though excited at the same time. its like after so many losses i really don't know what to expect anymore. finding out my issues give me a glimpse of hope. i can see some light, but no matter what i wont feel safe till i hold the bb in my arms. so just cautiously happy now. i will still break down in tears in the middle of the night though im pregnant now, coz the further i carry the more anxiety it holds. the more hope it gives me the more afraid i am. i believe you all know what im talking abt. so surreal.hopeful mum thank u for sharing. i find this v useful. i had a mid term loss n now a blighted ovum. i was also tested normal after my first loss. after the 2nd loss i feel v heartbroken n my spirit is broken. i just feel so tired n i dont even feel like trying anymore..unlike the times after my first loss when i felt anger n 不甘心. we are waiting to see prof mahesh n i hope he cld give us some hope. i hope the best for you n yr bb n pls inspire us with a successful pregnancy!![]()
when are u seeing Mahesh? but prepared sometimes they just couldn't find out the reason and its really very frustrating and disappointing. when i saw them and they told me they cant find any reasons, i nearly cried in front of them i was so hoping to find a prob with myself so that at least can treat it. no reasons means cant do anything. But Mahesh was very nice, he told me this and i rem " if u have an issue and stay with us i am confident u can bring home a baby. but if u have no issues, and continue to stay with us we will try to help u to bring a baby home, we will try our best."
so u are in good hands