Hi Jade,
I'm very glad i found this thread coz my situation is similar to urs.conceived 1st child very easily,but unfortunately,had a stillbirth in july last yr.eager to conceive again.veen trying so hard.hubby's attitude makes it more difficult for me.refuses to have sex coz thinks i'm too anxious to have kids.been trying since late last yr.
undergoing gynae check.a bit nervous abt sperm analysis result coming out on tues.preparing myself for IUI or even IVF coz emotionally,it's very difficult to have sex.when u r trying so long w/o luck,it's really miserable to have sex coz it's for a purpose.& if i don't ask,hubby won't initiate.so sad,right? 1st baby,didn't even use anything accept counting of dates.this few cycles,used everything i could pull out of the magic hat.ovulation kit,calculation,clomid etc.
maybe it's god's plan.fr wat i know,a lot of ppl conceive unexpectedly.but again,w/o ovulation & timing,how to conceive,right?
i'm bracing myself for a long journey ahead.it's the hope that keeps me going.at least u have 1 child.i came close to having one.bought everything already.mentally preparing myself for the birth when i discovered baby didn't kick one day.
i will put myself thru' hell coz a baby will mean so much to me.but it's a lonely journey which i'll be walking alone.glad i chanced upon this thread.hubby not very supportive though he also wants a kid.don't know y.dare not ask too much coz if i make him angry,he will use sex against me.so i have to be very crafty during my fertile period.cannot say or do anything to anger him.have to watch my actions very carefully.so sad,right?
i'm beginning to lose a bit of hope.but i keep telling myself i have to be brave.i cry so much,never in my life b4.