Hi Ladies,
Quite nervous about tmr's BT & going back to work. I have been resting a lot and feel a bit guilty for that, like a lazy pig. Giving myself the excuse that I feel very tired.
I'm quite hopeful, though I know that the result can still be either way. so far no sign of spotting, however, last time i did IUI, i know that the progesterone insert has the effect to delay my period, so this could just be the progesterone. I also have tender nipples, and ocassional cramping, symptoms that can be both ways!
A bit disheartened by the recent BFNs, as I really thought that my cycle buddies Pancake, Usagi, Chevy and Cas were doing very well, with more number of eggs retrieves and good quality embryos, etc, better than mine, or about the same. Like usagi, I don't have have any frozen embbies, and finances-wise, we may be down, as we have recently signed up to get a BTO (results will be out soon also), and need some cash for the flat, if we are able to get a ballot number.
My husband is so excited and my parents-in-law and parents are so hopeful... don't want to disappoint them.
But also tell myself not to worry, as worries doesn't achieve anything. I have been praying a lot more these days, and have to learn to trust that God knows best, when is the right timing to give me children, be it this time or another time.
Just sharing my thoughts.