Hi ladies ,
1st of all congrat to those who have BFP, and for those who have BPN dont give up go for few more try.
I am 38 years old with Dr Loh (KKH)
i started to post and read this forum since Aug 2008 and finally start to see DR Loh from there after a few time seeing him, did my BT,Xray,rebella etc... here and there just before last apponitment with Dr Loh 6 jan 2009 to get final green light or red but something bad happened on 31 DEC 2008............
My dad had a brainstem stroke on that night and before the stroke kick in i still remember dad called my name and ask to go dinner .....guess what that is the last time i hear him call my name because after we send him to hospital he was in COMA and never wake up.
I postpone my appointment with Dr Loh from 6 jan 2009 to 10 Feb 2009 so finally i went to see him on time he said we will start IVF , at that moment i shd feel exited but i am not because i can't bring myself to cheer up everytime i think of my dad lying in SGH sleeping all the way. So DR Loh ask me to fix appointment with KKIVF to fix a month ,sign forms bla bla bla and so they have arrange me for that on 18 FEB 2008 something bad happen again ...........
My beloved dad pass away on 17 FEB 2008 so i have to postpone my appointment on 18 Feb again !!!! so i postpone to 27 FEB 2009 with KKIVF then 2 day before the appointment my uncle pass away (dad's younger brother)at the point of time i was like so depress,sad and missed my dad so badly till i have no mood to do anything but i just want to have my dad back to the family......
i break down into pieces again when i send my uncle to Mandai all the memory are back again 1 week ago.......
I have finally sign consent form and will start in May ,i am not sure whether i can be positive about it when May and june comes but i will try to cheer up as much as possible as from now i still missed him so so so badly .........hai~~~
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