Tora
He sometimes dont even finish the 90ml. But like yesterday, after 90ml, he cried and i made another 30ml for him and he finished it. So I just default still give him 90ml, and if he still want then make somemore. He was weighed on Sat, 5kg already.
He is on FM as my BM is not enough. But I still let him latch on 3 times a day to give him whatever I got. That mess up the schedule. My friends keep telling me to have a schedule of at least 3hrly feeds instead of the 2hrsly I am on now. But bb wakes up every 2hrs and cry for food, how to drag the time to 3 hrs?
Still feels depress when I am alone at home. My mil comes every Tue and Thu afternoon to help out. But I hope she can come every day,fullday. Maybe the withdrawal symptoms, cos one day got help, the next day dont have, thus gets depressed.
Think it also affects my BM supply as I read that emotions also plays a part in the production of BM. Plus as I am alone, I dont cook lunch cos bb somehow always wakes up when I am eating. Just eat sandwiches.Not very healthy.
BB still very active at night. We have to give him pacifier which helps some. But the whole process will last from 7+ until 11 or 12+ before he really sleep. So stressful still. Will he change soon?