Hi Girl 77, I am sorry to hear about your loss. I'm sure you won't give up, try again when you have recovered. I have been there and I know now all you need is time to get over it. Be strong.
CJ Junior - I have been in the same shoes just 3 mths ago. It was such a joy to see bb strong at week 7, week 8, then suddenly week 9 bb left quietly. I kept asking myself how can such a thing happen.
Exactly like u now, this pregnancy I keep monitoring myself to make sure I still have sore breast, still feel tired, basically just to make sure all my "sickness" still there, so that I'm not losing them. And pray very hard everyday to bb to stay on, grow well and healthy until delivery.
I have colleagues who are pregnant now and are quite careless in their actions, sometimes I wonder why so easy for them, and why I have to scare this scare that, so unfair. But I tell myself I am going to do everything to protect bb and this pregnancy.
Let's pray hard together, I just hope by sharing with you how I feel, it can make you feel better that you are not alone, and u are not the only one who thinks u r weird feeling this way.
I understand your stress, but just like I'm reminding myself also to fang qing song. This is what my TCM doc keep telling me, and I keep reminding myself. So I hope you also do that, fang qing song. I'm sure heaven will do us justice this round.
To the other mommies, sorry if reading what I share may scare you and make you worry, that's not my intention. Don't think too much, I'm sure everyone will get your wish fulfilled.