Xuan 82: have to let nature take its course loh..
This has been going on and on recently till I really feel like giving up this marriage..
Complained to my hb about chest pain while breathing then he kept saying you are alright, say i disturb him when he is working. I think work has really got him as priority then he can allow his wife to walk in pain to fetch xavier from ifc.
Even other people ask me how am I, but not him. This is because he is always into his work. Really hate it. He says family is his burden, yah like real, his company, inform him today, tomorrow fly overseas. What kind of notice is this? Have not even got the time to absorb the knowledge that he needs to fly, then came the moment already? As a wife, it is really really unfair.
Ok, guess what he told me over the previous arguement? He says "bosses are rich enough to pay people to die." so to my understanding, you are so willing to die for your boss lah? Well to me, i can get to claim the insurance he says, but have he ever thought of my remaining live if he should leave like that? Really selfish!
I have really quiet down alot about his additional OT without pay. This id the point where i think it is the max already. Whatever it is, I feel very determined to leave him if he shall not change.