I gave birth 17hrs after my last post. It was a terrible process. The contractions came first at ard 2am then followed by the bursting of the waterbag 2 hrs later. I rush to hospital only to deliver the next evening. My contractions were very regular and very painful and because i have scoliosis horrors of horrors THE EPIDURAL DID NOT WORK ON ME! THE EPIDURAL WAS RESITED AND STILL IT DOD NOT WORK ON ME. THE WHOLE PROCESS WAS NIGHTMARISH. I COULD NOT TAKE THE LAUGHING GAS BECAUSE I VOMITTED IMMEDIATELY AFTER. I DON'T WANT PETHIDINE BECAUSE IT IS NOT SO GOOD FOR THE BABY.So it was a real labour, when it was time to push, the pain was nothing compared to the contractions. Doc ask me to put on the laughing gas while she sew up my perineal, i say it is okay, cant feel a thing.
next i was wheeled back to the ward, slept like a pig and soon after i have swollen breast. it is damn painful and uncomfortable. tried to pump it out, there was nothing but the pumping gave me nipple trauma. it was a vicious cycle with nipple trauma i cant get the milk or whatever out and when i try to latch my newborn son on he doesn't want cos there is nothing coming out! to make matters worst, the nipples that the hospital use is so easy to suck. So he got nipple confusion and nipple aversion. Felt so dejected and think i have the blues.No choice i pump everyday, put the cabbage and nipple cream and pump again. feels like a cow with low supply.
Now i am into the 2nd week, is currently having a fever at 39 deg due to UTI, went to A&E yesterday morning but it seems like the medicine is not working well yet, see how, if i am not well, i will see doc again tomorrow.
with all these...i think that is it. one is enough.