mashy
i support the yellow ribbon project
which means tat i believe tat we should gif them a chance. he's been convicted before doesn mean tat he wun turn over a new leaf. well, mayb it's not his 1st offence. it's the 3rd. but i believe he never realli learnt previously bcos he was let off very lightly. and this time it's a 18months sentence. it's a period where he will miss out the pregnancy stages of our boy, the 1st yr of our boy. and also, his youth. imagine turning 21yrs old in that kind of place? when everyone else's 21st birthday is a big thing.
i dun expect much from him. i wun expect him to realli fork out money to raise me and my boy. i jus wish tat he will b more mature and learnt his lesson and realli know how to commit in this family. if none of the above is able to come true, well, if he still wan to b the dad, i wun deprive him of it. wad if.. 1 dae my boy come and ask me, why i dun haf a daddy? and then i tell him bcos ur daddy is bad. and mayb he will start blaming me tat why i didnt let him acknowledge his dad and deprieve him of hafing 1.
but 18 months is realli a long wae. but haf made it veri clear to him tat, he will no longer b my priority. bcos i believe, no matter hw much i love him, my pain will b lessen whenever i see my boy ^^
sunsweet, janBB, blessed09, elijahs' mummy, mrsC
thanks lots for the support. i nw can call u all aunty. when my boy come out liaos i also haf to b called aunty liaos! hahahas.
i guess tat if im still studying. then well, i might haf to abort. bcos im not earning my own money. im still depending on my family. but nw is different. ive been working for a yr plus. i can make my own decisions. i haf to b responsible for my doings also. so. jus haf to carry on wif it. life mar ^^
there's bound to b up and down and i believe tat no matter how tough the road is gonna b, im able to go thru it seein my boy. jus hoping tat my boy will b understanding to mummy situations!
elijah's mummy
dun worriew! me dun mind 2nd hand stuff de. alreaid getting lots! hahas. i tink other then baby toiletries & bottles. others im actualli getting 2nd hand stuff. so nothin much left for me to buy. onli stuff tat i need to bring them back home =p
mrsC
i read somewhere baby move more when we are lying down as when we lie down, they haf more space to move. plus when we walk, we're exercisin our hips hence somethin like rocking them and thus they will fall asleep most of the times or feel sleepy. hees. so cute right?!