hello, haha, joannelim, you not the only night owl. i was up at 2am, just never post.
lonerunner, yah, you are right! if any of you can't sleep at night, must think of kkf. I will be up.
DK, i am scare of pain too, think all of us are. But tell u when you go into labor room...well..automatically, you will have to endure the pain and pull thru it. I still remembered when i gave birth at kkh, the nurses scolded me cause i kept screaming in pains. The nurses told me "save your breath to push!" so when i gave birth 2nd time, didn't even bother to groan even though it was more painful!!! I just held my hands on both sides of the bed railing tightly when painful! else scolded by nurses again! haha. I can tell u no matter how many times you went thru labor, you will still fear the pains. I do. I dread thinking about contraction pains...as for to use epidural...well if you go thru long hours of labor, then bor bian, got to use i think...else will faint. But honestly, if can tarhan, just tarhan, dun use, although twice I had wanted to use very much (but gynaes didn't allow cause i was in premature labor).
Yeah, am trying to be more positive.
Today my opposite door neighbour doing full month for their 2nd child. me kinda envy. Their daughter ard same age as my son...now they have another. I hope next year, I will be able to do the same.