fifi..
after seeing ur post, i nearly wanna "bash" u up..haha..
i know u are trying to help but u make no sense at all.. watever u say abt me is all ur conjecture... but i dun blame u coz u duno me well & u are trying to help me..
my parents, they really old liao, comming to 70 years old... how can i bear to trouble them... i also dun think they have the energy to take care of my #1.
when im have my #1, i also havin my full time job with bad MS & 2 big LUMPS in my womb but of coz it is not as bad as my current MS. but at least, i still can take MC or leave when im having MS & rest at home. but now i cannot happy happy take MC or leave. & i also can rest after working hrs & during weekend, but now im taking care of my gal is 24 by 7, furthermore, i think my gal can sense the baby inside me coz she has been clingy on me like leeches & whiney too & keep flarin her tanturms.. she hardly do tat before..
and i also have serious anemic prob, im even suspect with thalassemias disease when i having my test during my 1st pregnancy.
now.. without food & rest, i nearly pass out quite a fews time..
i didnt cook except my gal's food. everytime, i cook her food, it make me even want to puke but i have no choice, my gal need to eat. i did order tingkat for myself but watever i eat, i still puke. eat cereal, i puke, eat fruits, i puke, eat chocolate bar, i puke, eat bread, i puke.. there's nothing i dun puke..
Peanut. ya..u are rite.. my horrible MS really make me negative abt my pregnancy...
my gal sometimes is a shy baby.
she dun follow my parents at all.. even though my gal see my parents once every week, she still not very close to them, she also dun like my parents to carry her & everytime when she is at my parents house, she need to warm up before she start playing with my parents..
but i think my gal see ppl one... coz sometimes, she willingly to let strangers carry & play with her.. she love to interact with my newphew too..