Chillipadi,
More or less I have got over it, only recently tat emotion keep coming back, coz if nothing go wrong the 2nd time, my bb should be due anytime.
Mayb bb is back to mummy again this time round. Keep a positive mind , have good food, plenty of rest, be like a queen at this moment and enjoy. Haha... told my husband that he will have to be my "gong gong" now....