Hi mummies, long time no post.
Hope everyone is doing well...lots of mummies sending their bbs to childcare now. hehe...very interesting to read how different kids react. mine included.
I also started evie when she turned 18 mths. initially i kept asking myself if i made a mistake sending her so early cos she always cry like xiao when i leave her. n when i pick her shes like all sweaty and teary eyed. but im v glad to say, past 2 days when daddy drop her off, she actually went willingly and turned ard to give flying kiss somemore! n when we pick her she seems v well adjusted. infact she started singing some 'pai pai shou' song just now...shocked both of us cos we only use english at home. so im v happy shes picking up things that she wouldnt have if she stayed w me.
im almost due w #2 now. all is fine...just v tired. n today think cos of the hot weather i was kinda swollen for a while. normally i dont get water retention, but this time seems to come n go.
whatever it is, my shop is closed for sure after this. any mummies considering getting their tubes tied? i know sounds v drastic, but i really dont want any accidents after this one. also i think Dr won't really approve too right? any comments? if not i think i'll go for the implant thingy that can last for 2 yrs. err..stuipd question, but if we get tubes tied will still have periods?
other than bb stuff, my dad is driving me crazy. i swear he pissed me off so much 1 night i thought i was going into labor! wah lau...cut me some slack la, im 36 wks pregnant can! hes the traditional kind that think women are super...can work all the way until labor n pop back after giving birth. he seems to think i can keep going as per normal, in fact he thinks im not doing enough at work (own business). its like he doesnt even realise that im pregnant and need to slow down a little. piss piss piss me off...even compare me to my bro. say can see my bro trying, while i am just sitting ard waiting. arrrgh. can die man.
i dunno where he gets the idea that im some hopeless spendthrift who spending beyond her means and basically ruining herself. he always notices when i buy evie new shoes and keeps bugging me on that!! that day i bought her a new pair from crocs factory warehse sale. wah lau, is like i commited some grave sin. he actually said thats why i don't have money. becos i like to buy shoes for evie??? har? what abt ur son that keep changing car for fun?? grrrr...its really retarded, my dad is living in a world of his own. u know why he say i don't have money? becos i don't have money to pay upfront for my new place. yes..OMG...i have to take loan!! wah...i'm a loser who cannot afford to pay cash for my things. he say if he help me is like killing me, so i must learn the hard way and pay myself. im totally ok w paying the loan myself, but he keeps bugging me about it. everytime he sees me he never fails to remind me to make sure i dont screw things up.
that one night he super pissed me off, i kept having contractions. lucky nothing came of it. anyways, it pissed me off for 2 whole days straight n even now when i think back my blood boils. but ive decided to be zen about the whole thing since i cant do anything abt it in this state.
me ranting again...better stop.
hope all mummies doing well. and wish all bbs smooth transition into school
to add further to the stress, im in the midst of moving house now. can die right? no choice. moving will be completed on the 30th Mar, pray i dont pop b4 that.
( I also do that when parents speak to me personally abt their child..
