Irene, i can understand the mixed feelings,
that day at the bus stop i saw this auntie carrying her grand daughter. i think abt 3-4 months. Quietly in the receiving blanket eyes just looking around smiling at her granny occasionally.Then i think of Ryann, when i carry him nowadays he keep turning and touching things and sometimes push me away so that he can reach for some things. Phew, i try to recall when he is still in my arms quietly just looking around. Oh so sweet. NOW is so buey si diam.