blueksye,
thnk u very much. nope, that's his brother's wife. but we r kinda close. we r all women and she also gv birth 4 mths before i did so she knoes wat motherhood is all abt.
right now, i feel more peace within myself after tking the medication. i have decided not to do anything meantime n jus rest at my mum plc n spend time with chloe. i wont go n tink wat will happen later on to mi n my hubby..i also wont tink of going bk to him . i want all of us in the family, incl my fil to think n reflect all that had happened and all that they had done also. if they manage to realise sumting, then gd, if not, i dun tink it mks any difference anymore.
now it all depends on my hubby. if he still decide to blame mi for my actions and is not supportive and understanding towards mi at this time. then i realli tink theres realli no pt in being together.
this medicine certainly relax mi n calm mi down n enable mi to look at things in another perspective.. i shld hv seek treatment earlier..