anyone still around? i m so fustrated... just now hb's frens came, wah super big bunch!!! den 8pm, fed bel milk, she already drowsy mode liao, cant go to slp, cos outside super noisy... and i don noe y i get so angry, when bel crawl up and stand with the support of my bed, i pick her up and slam her down... haiz... i was shock when i do tt to her, den i quickly pick her up and hug and kiss her, and tell her i m so sorry... haiz... itzzit becos of this pregnancy? or becos i m just too tired to take care of kids... i m so lost now... hb went to sembawang to fish and continue blackjack with his bunch of frenz, i shouted at him asking if he is coming tml, he said yes, den i told him, if tml morning 9am u nv wake up, u can stay at home and watch the wall... den he said i don have trust on him... he said he will come back early and slp den go class with mi and bel tml... arhh!!! i m just so pek chek...
sorry to vent and nag here.. i don noe who i can talk to, simply no mood... i even give my mil a veri black face...