mommies,
just want to pour out here..hope u all dun mind..
lately i been thinking of going back to workforce..duno is it i siao or what?! prev, i so hapi if i can stay home..but hor, now i starting to think hw nice if i can go back to work...
not that i dun enjoy jaylen's companion..i enjoy every single day and moments with him..but i duno y i still thinking of working..i dun earn much even if i go back to work..after deducting allowance to my mum, daily expenses and all others deduction, i think every mth, i barely have much $ left too..
if i go back to work, there's work stress...
how ah? hb dun encourage me to go back to work...but my mum ok with that..infact, i know that she wishes that too..she would loves to take care of her grandson. reasons that she encourage me to go back to work coz she feels that i still young. such a waste to stay home. and oso, i get to have 'a life of my own'..meaning i wnt be so suaku..haha..
even as a sahm, at times, she will tell me that she helps me take care j while i take a breather at neighborhood mall..even a trip to ntuc, she oso encourage..coz she said, nid to have time off..think she knows me bah..scare i kisiao to face jaylen all day
hb dun encourage coz 1st, not that i earnning alots..no pt gog back to work when i left with nothing much every mth..mayb to him, it means no motivation for me to work...oso, he's in navy..mayb nx yr, he will be posted back to ship..and he will have sailing trip..he hopes that one of us will be with jaylen during his growing up...he feels that he oreadi missing his daily growing and his milestone..so he doesnt wants me to miss that too...he dun want me to regret coz jaylen will be our only child. he's not keen on 2nd or more bb...
can anyone help to gv advise or enlighten? it's been my mind for the past weeks...