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haha.. it's lidat
you know, days/nites when YE is with us, we will quietly remark when we'll ever have a er-ren-shi-jie without the kids again. it would be at least 20years down the road. and i'm not sure what kind of romance it would be cos i will be lao-kok-kok liao.
then days/nites when YE is not with us, we sudd look at each other and have to admit that it's fun having her around afterall. despite her tantrums and bad behavior sometimes. then we keep reminding ourselves how great it is to be parents, cos our friends who are childless (either by choice or no choice) would never be able to understand the kind of feeling.
on the other hand, i fear i'm becoming an auntie (if i've not already become one that is). cos while i used to be vain and dress nice nice and carry nice bags, now i look at my diaper bag and the mess inside, plus the stickers on my shirts and pants, and think how great it is to be able to experience the pride and joy of being a mother.
then i fear that i will be left behind in the social world while my friends move up the corporate ladder
haiz, am i getting old? *ponder ponder*