yo, as usual... my spirits is back,
got many of your sms and wellwishes, i feel so touched but i dun have time to reply one. i reply oni a few , depending on the timing when i receive the sms.
about myself 1st. i am perfectly ok! here i went to another gynae cause started bleeding again when i chiong to see my dad during midnight, after landing. tian was sleeping in car, while i went up myself. hb taking care of her, and sil also with her. wah, i hate the security guard man!i waited waited and waited, while standing cause they dun let me go in. i insisted. until they change shift, then that lady let me in cause already got special instruction that my dad is a special patient with priviledges to have visitors like his children and wife even during midnight. that security guard cock up la! hate it. he went to sleep while ask me to wait. what the hell@!!!! i ask mr lai to come and reason but by then i already bleeding and already managed to get the pass le.
anyway, this gynae is very similar to PT and i find him very practical. ok..
he said i can continue taking the hormone, but actually there is no proof that this hormone might help me or not. maybe psychologically.
nevermind, no harm taking.
i expcetd him to give me a jab, but he said he saw my case is a bit differnt. the bleeding is from the wall, so it is physical. there is nothing much that i can do, but i can just wait and see, meanwhile no need to bedrest since it is not practical, but got to listen to my body. he believe that if the baby is in of good quality, sure no problem , but hard to say. his service is very expensive. what he said is very similar to PT but then he said 10 sentences while PT say oni 1 sentence. that's the oni difference. the gynae said that i can reduce vigorous movement, but still listen to my body.
there is still some blood inside, so will come out once in a while also. no alarm!!!
so enough for myself.
my dad!! he was really in serious condition and had breathing difficulty when i met him. he knew that i was there and i hold his hands. he nodded. but he was unable to talk cause need to breath with oxygen. but he knew i was there.
after a short visit (already 3am) i went to il's place and sleep. when i woke up midnight, my dad was already in full GA cause my mum gave instruction to give the last chance to stop the oxygen breathing, but full GA to pluck a big tubing into his lung direct. the chances of recovery is very little, like 10%? cause his body is damn weak.,
wah! to our surprise, we prepared for the worst, but he woke up after a few hours, and can start writing le. he cannot talk still cause got a bit tube sticll at his neck there. it was a miracle. my dad is a hero. he is very strong person, though all organs in his body almost fail liao.
he even told my mum that i dun need to go visit him cause he knows i was bleeding. so i rested for a day, i am going to visit him later in the afternoon.
at least now he is better, but we dunno if he can pull through still. now trying to rescue his lungs and other organs. lets see..
thanks everyone for your wishes, i guess the power is so strong that my dad can feel it.
as for me, i take things easily now., i rest whenever i can. i still carry on my life while dr said there are oni a few more weeks for the baby to be more stable. which is good. at the moment, baby is strong, breathing, heartbeat placenta everything ok though a bit low placenta. but its very normal.
even if there is bleeding i dun need to worry liao, cause got so many blood to flow out from inside. and i am a happy person now.
and we will celebrate tian's birthday in KL this round.
SQ, i feel most sorry for your family cause frankly speaking i am very paiseh. but i think u surely can understand cause this time is really unexpected. and u all must enjoy in taipei, dun dissappoint me ok??????
thanks and i might or might not login again. maybe when i have time.
ciao!!!