SQ enjoy your trip.
astro, got your sms. dunno how to reply cause the story seems a bit long.
my bleeding had stopped before u flew off to hk, it came back again when i reached kl. last few days, new occurences of bleeding too. its under control, and no alarm cause its normal la. anyway, i might be too tired and too shiong in the past few days.
I'm ok now. feeling bu4 she3 de2, but no choice. my dad's wake has ended yesterday and it was a quick and easy one cause we know that he din like all the li3 jie2 and kua1 zhang1 thing. in fact he wanna us to spread his gu3 hui1 in the sea but my mum said dun want cause he might feel too cold. so we put the gu3 hui1 in a temple, same as my aunt (who passed away just 102 days before him). everyone is very sad because we feel that he is too young to leave us, but he has weak engine(body) to start with, so bobian. he din suffer much in general, which is a good thing.
some ppl said that he could be hui2 guang3 fan3 zhao4, but many of us din believe so. he woke up after his lung rescue for more than 24 hours, and he eat, pee, poo, talk , sleep , rest, communicated his needs as per normal for so long. because of the medication, his kidney couln't take it and doctor instructed ppl to get him go through kidney dialysis. after dialysis, he said he was very tired, and throat very dry and kep perspiring, then doctor and nurses came and ding dong ding dong for 2 hours, and finally rescued once through cpr. after once, his breathing was back to normal for about 1 hour then he went off. during this one hour, most of the relatives manage to come and sent him off. maybe that;s what he wanted. the last 1 hour could be hui3 guang1 fan3 zhao4.
he told my mum many things, apparently she is the closest person to him. its very sad la, he knew that he has very short life so he commanded her and all of us must be independent and strong. he was a successful businessman with 0 dollar in his pocket last time, he build the whole empire for the siblings but he onli chiong from his 20-40s cause he kena diabetic at 32 years old. and by 40 years old he already no energy to chiong. he has so many business ideas that he wanna try but he has no chance to do it. maybe he can do it in his next life.
he is fortunate to have 5 of us cause we all quite independent especially both of his daughters. sons also just started to be independent cause they are younger. he told my mum that singapore is a better country for me to live in, and he has no objection for my conversion.better still, they have kids all over the region is the best.
i always have the luxury not to run errands and do things for the family. this time because of the bleeding, i was asked to sit down and rest oni. everything also i cannot do, i just sit there.
AA, yes. he will be in my heart forever.
as of today, my bleeding has completely stopped, hope everything is good from now on. i think cry too much also not doing the baby any good. this little baby is also a strong one because i dingdong him (maybe her) inside for one week!! sigh.
any general updates?? kai?
i am back in KL now, but i will go back to my kampung tomorrow. we bought tickets to go back singapore and next week will be a new week for me to be at work again.