chris don't feel bad.... cos i didn't get to meet the gals too. at 11.30, suzanna called me and told me i got appt with dr at 10.30am.... har???? ok, since its recorded there, i guess i remember wrongly lor.... but the protocol i have at home still has dr's scribbling of 15th on it lor.... nvm..... i leave immediately.... after i reached i did blood test and went up and waited till 2.30pm b4 i saw dr.... twice i asked if i should go for lunch first then come back later, suzanna said no..... finally when she asked me to go in at 2.30, she still got cheek to ask me if i have eaten. sigh...... then the bad news..... i have a cyst too.... and will have to see dr again on mon to see if it is flushed out with AF. feel like crying leh... don't want to abandon this cycle cos i know if i abandon, dr will want me to go for myomectomy to remove my fibroid which i believe no need to remove one lor..... anyway, if abandon this cycle, i'm going kk, cos i can't afford dr , not that i don't like our handsome dr..... think SF loh is equaly good in terms of surgery skills... so even if i do myomectomy, i'd rather do it at kk.... else i was thinking on the way home... will i regret if i give up the quest for bb now and i see bbies in future? will i regret????? really feel like not destined to have my own children suddenly. booooooo hoooooo.....