Dear all , im so sad so lost and i have no one to turn to or rather i do not know how to share it with ppl i know . im married for 8+ years and have 2 precious gal but i never enjoy a real nomal married life and i endure till today hoping he will change , i found out2 days ago that he cheats. i have sense it but when i really see the proof i canot but broke down. he said he dun love me which i know. he ask me think abt div which this is not last i want bcos of my kids and age parents , i feel ashame to bring them hurt and angry why for years of waiting he become worse and i need to suffer pain all by myself