precious,
thanks, feel so warm after reading your post, i am so touching wth every word you write to me, i still have reply you in mail, i have so many things want to tell you, but, no time to do typing , as so many want to write, as now, i able to write cos bryan finish milk, and my maid help me to give terry now, now they using spoon for milk, very mahuan, but i still do it , bobian lor.....
no, i am not the brave mummy lei,,as i also very upset sometime,, but i cant show it at home, i always hide my sadness in my heart.....ya, i suffer when my boys born , even now they was more big, butmy worry become more and more, i think you understand right?
i post so many photo as i am so happy, this present have been in roon two mnonth, i talk they cant sit themselves, so i never give them try, i just think maybe when they know how to walk than i give them, as i feel the seat quiet big spase, i afraid they fall down,,,,but, after today i tidy the room, i give them a try, who know, they know, they so happy when sit there, my tear come down at the moment, i never let my maid see, i afraid she laugh me....but , youknow right?how my feel....
i envy you too, as your girl also received so good care from you too. i still try my best, i want to give them whatever i can , what i able to do,,,whatever my time left,i want to give them my whole.......if i can,,,,,,,evrytime i feel i haven give them all my love......so i trying again and again.....
ok, chat later, they need to sleep now, let them sleep first,chat again later.
didi,
haven show me your boys photo....you also a brave mummy.
or they will nag forever at me. I bathe cause I feel 'bad' if I smell funny as my hubby is just next to me, ha...ha.
