Twinstar, I know exactly how u feel coz that's how all of us feel right here. Just like u, I've been thru several rounds of ivf, n even decided to cm back to sg as we thought sg has better alternatives for tcm. Yet it din materialised. Hugz.
I so agree with wat blizzbless has said, everything happened for a gd reason. God has everything planned. We hv placed our order just that parcel has yet to arrive.
I'm into my 3rd fresh n now 2ww. Bt this coming mon n I dun hv much symptoms. ..so much so that I try to leave my mind at ease, every movement just send our nerve wrecking. I'm resigning to fate. Dying for bt after the trf but when date is nearing, is just so diff to face reality.
All we can hope for is god's blessings.