TTCingBB - pouring my 1st load of bb dust to you!!! U must never give up hope!
Next, I'm pouring loads and loads of bb dust to Shoes, Nadia, PinkA, miracle,
Tokkie, Minako, Ceraine, holiday, snuggly, sunstillshines, Ann, Joanne,
stickybfp, sasha, Soul, Joanne, mary and Rainbow and those that I've missed out.
And pouring loads of bb dusts to specially for Alya: perservere and talk to the
embbies!
Hello Panda, Winnie & PinkD (fellow CARE mates): I DID IT!!
Tested HPTs (with heart in my mouth) on 3 days ago on 12dp3dt and it was clearly
positive though line is not as dark as control line.
Then repeatedly tested on 13dp3dt and 14dp3dt the line got darker and darker!
I've been using cheapo HPTs bought online and was not that convinced yet so
tried another clearblue and it was SO positive.
Today (14dpt) went for early BT and HCG level is 615!
Yesterday was our 4th year wedding anniversary and this is the best present
ever.
Nothing beats watching the look on my husband's face when he whispered "I'm so
happy...." and grinned sheepishly late last night.
After ttc for 3 years, failing 2 natural IUI, 1 SO-IUI, 1 fresh IVF, we've
finally done it....
This ttc journey was really, really tough. We've become more and more unhappy
with life as years go by and there's no babies.
Doesn't help that the number of nieces and nephews just keep on increasing
around us.
We've even stopped going for full month showers and even avoided relatives
during CNYs and Christmases cos it makes us more unhappy.
So to all ladies who are doing FET, please DO NOT GIVE UP HOPE & PERSEVERE.
BFPs from FETs really can happen!!
Would like to share what I did different from fresh cycle in Jun this year and
this round of FET.
In fresh cycle, I only took folic acid, Immonucal, Ensure and occasional brazil
nuts and essence of chix.
There were 13 frozen embbies left from this fresh cycle.
Right after AF from failed fresh cycle, I started to see Dr Zou for the 1st
time.
Religiously did accu twice a week and took her TCM everyday.
Also started taking BBT at her advise.
It was then that I also started:
- Vit C
- COQ10
- Omega 369
- Spirulina (occasional)
- Anmum / Karihome Goat's milk / Ensure (cos I love drinking milk!)
- Red dates/wolfberries/longan drink everyday
- Essence of chix everyday
- fresh royal jelly
- manuka honey (mostly to mix with TCM to drink together!)
- wear socks to sleep at night
- wear slippers with massage beads at home
During 2ww:
- Took Dr Zou's 2ww med twice a day for 1st week then reduce to once a day for
2nd week cos had to up alot of hormones med to up E2 and P level as BTs showed
that they were dropping.
- Avoided using abdominal and thigh muscles ie. wake up using arms to support
and body sideways, no climbing up and down stairs
- slept without aircon
- had socks on even when lying on sofa watching tv on cold, rainy afternoons
- avoided drinking any herbal soup (cos ordered tinkat lunch)
- talk to babies all day long, even after BFP
- prayed many many times a day
- stopped going to church cos need to kneel and climb stairs
- didn't walk/stand for more than 20 mins
- took afternoon naps everyday
Sorry for such a long post.
I hope all this will help those at the start of 2ww now like Soul, Miracle and
Ceraine.
I really really believe talking to embbies helped to stay positive and it worked
cos the only symptoms I had during 2ww were mild mild cramps that lasted for few
seconds each time.
So I really believe that they can hear cos after I talk to them and ask them to
let me feel them, I will ache for a few seconds!
All the best!
