Hi all. I've been a silent reader the past week, after my MC.
I did my first IVF end Aug. Like meow and december, i tested positive wif v low hcg (29). tested again the next day, went up slightly only to 31. Doc prepared me for the worst, but to my surprise, hcg went up to 90 two days later so my hopes went up. unfortunately, four days later, it went down again to 44. Doc advised me to let go as the pregnancy was no good. Stopped all my meds and AF came three days later.
December - So I know exactly how u feel. It has been a roller-coaster ride for the past month. I cried non-stop when i learnt that the hcg had gone down, and I continued to cry on and off the next few days, and again when my AF came. It's only been a week since, but it sure feels like a long time. I still get mood swings, and will be depressed when i see pregnant women or babies. I think you are much stronger than I...
Fancy/Suyana - My heart goes out to both of u, I can only imagine what u went through. Sometimes, I still wonder whether it's better to test negative right fm the start, or to test positive then lose it....
Wensi - Not sure if u're still on this thread, but you and your hubby's profiles are v similar to mine!