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I fully understand what you're feeling now...cos I had gone thro it. I was also very devasted & depressed for quite some time when it happened to me last yr. Was crying every nite when everybody was sleeping. In fact crying out is a good way to let go. But after a good cry, u must tell yourself to pickup & stay strong mentally & physically.
While resting at home, please ensure that you've all the nourished food & eat well & rest well....so as to tune back your health back to tip top condition.
My gynae told me "It's better to let go if the foetus is unhealthy, rather than trying to hang on to it & having an unhealthy baby". Frankly speaking, I was rather annoyed after she said this to me. However now after so long....I think back, I realised what the gynae said was true.
Pat Pat....