I hope parents who considering circumcise their baby do not make the same mistakes as what I did.
I circumcise my 6 weeks' old baby just last saturday. and i would say that is a regret decision.
My eldest son suffered from penis infection last year. He is 5 y o due to never know need to retract the foreskin and wash after each pee. My brothers were circumcised when they were 10 + and my mother did ask me to consider circumcise my son but we did not.
Thus, when I pregnant late last year, remembering how my eldest son was suffered from infection, husband and I decide to circumcise the baby at birth. So he started to search for a famous yet with reasonable price doctor for baby's circumcision.
Mistake 1
I never know there are chances of getting complication after/during circumcision. I always tot that is just a simple cut with zero risk. I did not browse the image of circumcised penis and i totally had no idea what would it be after circumcised. Basically, other then the benefits of circumcision, I know nothing about it. After my son's incident last saturday, then only i get to know most extreme case for cir. is death, which might not ever happen in singapore, I am not sure. If you browse, you can easily find some cases of death after circumcision and that happened in developed countries such as US and canada. And based on the statistics, complication of circumcision is only 0.2%. And guess what, my son had complication, I dun think the doc ever reports to MOH or does any record for his complication. Obviously, this statistics are somehow understated!
Mistake 2
We might have chosen wrong doctor although his is famous, experienced and I can see a few mommies in this forum ever mentioned his clinics' name.
-I called the clinics for appointment and preparation of pre-cir. The staff told me no appointment is required. And they will explain to me the after care of circumcised baby. sounds hassle-free huh!
-When we were there, the staff 'explained' to me the after care based on a small slip with a picture of before and after cir. THe pictures are so blur! And I never seen a circumcised penis! I can't even see which is the plastibell or where is the circumcised part etc.
-so baby were brought to his room. I wanted to be there but they asked me out. That one I got no comment as some people might not be able to watch that.
-after 5 or 10 minutes. The cir done. They returned me the clean baby with all well-dressed. I should insist to see the wound before i leave the clinic. But I din't. That's my mistake.
-baby was calm and sleeping all the way home. since he was not fussy, we had our breakfast and took MRT home.
-When we reached home (3 hours later, I told my husband that we should let baby wear napkin instead of diaper so that we can see if he is bleeding. Haven't finish my words, when I took out the baby from my dark blue baby sling, I almost faint. The blood even soiled his long pants. The blood volume I could see when I opened his diaper were more then my menses. We quickly called the doc and rushed back to his clinic. Even we changed him a new diaper, the blood even soiled my blouse and jeans when I carried him.
Mistake 2
- doc's assistance seems to be an experienced one, she comforted me that the baby would be alrite.
-They spent about 15 minutes or half an hour, I didn't check, inside the room to treat the baby. Again, they asked me out. I tot bleeding due to the plastibell which supposed to attach the penis till it drops after a week was dropped before it should be. I looked at the bloody diaper again but couldn't find anything. In fact I dun know what the plastibell looked like. I hate I never opened to check before i left the clinic just now.
-Again, when they done, they returned a clean baby to me w/o further explained what happened. When I asked, the assistant just said, basically the cap (plastibell) drop, and doc has stitched the foreskin to stop bleeding. I told her that I couldn;t find anything in the diaper. She just took away the diaper and thrown it w/o saying anything. I was so stupid to let her did that. The doc din't even say a word. Just smile and went off! I just dun understand why didn't we insist them to make a detailed explanation on what actually happen. We re so stupid, again!
We supposed to bring back the baby for checking 2 days later, which was Monday. I passed the sunday miserably, regrets, worries, and started to blame each other for the decision and for being quiet in front of doc.
There came monday, I brought baby to the doc. the doc as usual spent his saliva as little as possible. "Hmm, It looks clean". When I saw him has no intention to explain to me what actually happened last saturday. Here's our dialogue:
me: we saw greenish discharge in the diaper this morning.
doc: that's...normal. then he kept quiet again.
me: He lost too much blood, didn;t him?
doc: that's only 1 or 2 hours rite?
me: I am not sure! Actually I still dunno know when the cap dropped!
doc: nope, the cap actually din't drop. (stopped again)
me: then?
doc: huh?
me: so why was that?
doc: err..basically it's complication. it happens. so I need to remove the cap and sewed it (he again kept quiet, this is why I say complication statistics are understated!)
me: so? I let him continue the antibiotics until finish?
doc: no, no . just 1 or 2 more days will do.
me: so 1 day or 2 days?
doc: (kept quiet).
I need to mention, I was all the while so humble and patient when I spoke to him. But I just feel weird how can a doctor communicate with his patient this way. I totally lost confidence.
Baby was tired and sleepy the past 2 days. I asked my doctor frenz tht this is becos losing blood. THank god he is fine now, drinks well, smiles, pees, poos as usual. I can still see puss-like underneath, I think I will go to the clinic again tomoro to check whether it's infection or just normal recovery sign.
We feel so sorry to the baby. We shouldn't have circumcised him! If I were to know there is complication, any , even 1 out of 1 million, I will not put him at risk!!