Actually I also like to watch.. I don't feel scared.. Quite interesting..
But hor, when I was pregnant w my elder girl, I had been watching natural child birth and cesarean video. I still rem clearly that there is this video not sensor at All, really can see how the doc cut the tummy till birth then stitch back. That time I was just 6months preg. Guess what, on my 7-8month, gynae say my girl is still breeched. So ask me to prepare for cesarean instead of natural, at that time I took up antenatal class, rem teacher teaching us how to exercise and breathing for natural birth.
When gynae ask me to prepare for c section, I burst into tears!!! OMG!!
I'm so prepared for natural birth, wanted so much but..... Haiz.. So keep thinking back, is it the video of c section that I watch? Baby pantang?