litterfren,
your scenario is same as mine. My first preganancy was at 32, spotting at week 7 and then miscarriage at week 9. i was very devastated and blamed God for letting this thing to happened to me but in the end i believe thing happen for a reason and i thank Him for what had happened (It's not easy but i need to have faith in Him that He will give the best one to me). 5mth later i was preganant, spotting again and it's worst than the previous. Look for gynae, was given hormons pills and jab but i was still vy worried and desperate so i went to look for the chinese sensen, she told me to prepare for the worst..Everyday we prayed for our bb.
On my week 9, at 2pm while i working in my office, suddenly something flowing out, when i looked at my chair, it was stained with fresh blood, i rushed to the ladies and sat on the cubicle, the toilet bowl filled with blood and a piece of abt 150g of flesh (look exactly like pig liver)came out. I picked up,looked at it and start crying,thinking i had lost my foetus. 10mins later, calm myself and called my hb and told him what happened...went back my office, cleaned up my chair and continued to work, no one in the office know what had happened. After work, went to see gynae and that was around 7.30pm, we was surprised, we still can see the heartbeat...we were overwhelm but I was mc for 2 weeks and then after had a healthy boy after 9 mths, at age 33.
Thou, still hving spotting for this 2nd pregnancy but i hv peace, perhaps been thru the worest or perhaps knows tt God is w me always.
So to the rest of the mummies-to-be, jia you and dont give up so soon. Keep praying, miracle do happen.
